Thursday, March 26, 2009

Viva La Vida

hola guys!!!
U definitely got to love this song, aite?
Viva La Vida by Coldplay
I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world
It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?
I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
To be honest, I was strucked
when the first time I heard
this song played on the radio
I was liked,
"WOW"
this song's a killing man!!!
but first,
I wasn't aware of the lyrics tho
but then
when I got the lyrics
I was like
this lyrics is awesome!!!!
I mean, it's like
they are mocking the rulers of the world
I mean, the likes of Bush...
Blair...
Sharon...
You know, those people la...
Seriously!!!
Just take a look at those lyrics!!!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

hey, guys. it's Wednesday, and it was raining this morning.
i was on my way to Bangsar with my dad,
and we were listening to Fly FM Pagi Show.
and the first topic they were discussing was about
"who is the most grumpy/snobbish person/people u know?"
and u know what, for me
the most grumpy/snobbish people I know is
or rather are
the Indonesians!!!
You know why, because the Indonesians they are like
well, maybe because of their extremely patriotic spirit
they tend to say that everything best is in Indonesia!!!
U see, they always compare everything with Malaysia
the Batik, the Songket,
even the Rasa Sayang song!!!(what?!)
it seems to them that the only race exist in the world is
only the Indonesians
and the rest of the world are just people with no
culture and civilisations.
they even compare the traffic congestion in KL
with in Jakarta!!!
and they are proud with it!
they say,
"Di Jakarta tu macetnya lagi hebat dari di KL"
What?!
I mean, do u have to be so "patriotic" until u even proud of your nasty traffic?!
GOSH!
I just can't stand with the Indonesians.
They always say that Malaysians have no taste in fashion,
that our cooking is not as good as theirs...
BLA BLA BLA
And they even accused us of being
"penjajah alaf baru"
u see, they said that Sime Darby
being the world largest manufacturer of palm oil
has been "conquering" their economic wealth.
I mean,
EXCUSE ME?!
for starters, they can't blame us of monopolying their palm oil industry
why do they have so corrrupt people as government?
why can't they eve take care of their vast, wealthy islands
and magnificent market (being the forth largest in the world)
and turn it into an economic giant
as do China and India?
duh
they are just some bunch of moron people...

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Dead and Gone

Oh
I've been travellin' on this road too long
Just tryna find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
And oh
I've been travellin' on this road too long
Just tryna find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone, dead and gone
"Come back , son. He's dying."
"...."
"Please,...just...come back..."
Click.
I was driving along Jalan Ampang when I got that call. A call that was about to turn my world around.
It was my dad. And he was on his death bed.
"Mom, I got the scholarship!!!Can you believe it?!This is awesome!!"
"Oh God, your father's going to be so pissed off!!!"
"But mom, this is all I ever wanted!You know I always wanted to be a singer!"
"Son, you know how your dad is like. He doesn't want his only son to be a singer,"
"But mom, this is what I want to do..."
"Look, your father has arranged everything so that you could be in the military, so..."
"I don't want to be in the military!I don't want to be an army!"
My father was an army, and he was so glad about it.
He was a fighter pilot. And he wanted his son to continue that legacy.
When I was 7, my mom put me into a singing competition.
And it turned out to be the thing that I love.
To sing, is just out-of-this world. The feeling is overwhelming.
When you sing, it's like you're reaching out for the audience.
You try to dive inside their feelings, and play with it.
And when u see they are enjoying themselves,
or shed tears, moved by your singing,
you just feel like you can take on everything.
But my father didn't see so.
He saw it as unfit for a boy, or a guy to be performing.
He saw it as something ugly, something only faggots do.
While he was a roughneck, he certainly didn't want his son to be a faggot.
"I'm sending you to a military school, you understand?!"
"But dad, I already got the scholarship. Isn't it going to be such a waste if I let it go?"
"You are my son, I should decide what's best for you!After all, I'm paying for that school!"
"Dad, I got the scholarship!You don't have to dig out a cent!"
Slap.
My father just couldn't bear the fact that I wanted to be a singer.
And I, being a stubborn lil ruckus, determined to go for it even without his blessing.
So I just went out of the house and decided not to come back.
I could still remember how my mom pleaded to him to let me go,
or in that matter, to let her go so that she could at least send me off to the school.
But my father was so rigid.
I still remember that look in his eyes when I stepped out of that house.
His gaze.
It was frightenning. I was frightened.
At that moment, I know I have no place at all in his heart anymore.
(to be contined)

PMS

oh God!
I'm so having PMS today.
And I can ensure you
It's a bad one this time.
I just talk about Kameel , right?
Of him going to Japan and all
and u know what
just now
my ex-bf (or so it seems to me)
added me on his fs?!
I mean, what?
after all this time u've been away
and then out of the blue u just poof?
and taking my breath away? (again?)
I am so having PMS.

Kameel...

u know, I'm kinda private guy, so I don't really talk about myself,


much,


so I more like to talk about my dearest friends


and all whom are so matter to me!


so this post is about Kameel,


One of my most best friend.








I've known Kameel since we were in Form 1 at


MARA Junior Science College KKB


he was staying at the opposite room from my room


at the dormitory.


And one sweet day during the induction week


in 2002


when we were Form 1


he came bursting off my door


and said, with his hands "flying" around,


"Wey korg, hari nak pakai baju apa?"




And since that fateful day,


we've been bestfriend.


We've had been so close to each other


We've done everything together


I can say that, we've grown up together


We've faced problems together


We've solved em together.




And then, it was SPM.


and Kameel, being the "genius" one of us,


scored 91As.


that is 9 hardcore subjects scored with a perfect A!


I was so happy for him.


I was so glad with him.


I was so glad to call him "my bestfriend"


Coz he is the best after all.




And he went to one of the best public university here in Malaysia


studying one of the toughest course


and having the best offer


that is going abroad to Japan to continue his study


so that one day he could be a better person


so that one day he could uplift his family's condition to a better heights


so that he could contribute for the nation.


And without a doubt, I am glad


I am fucking glad that he succeed.


I would do anything to ensure he will succeed.




But Kameel, this is the truth.


Deep inside my heart,


I don't want u to go,


I miss u so badly I never miss anyone like this


Everytime I had this thought of u going


Thousand miles from KL


I had this feeling


of crying out


of don't wanting u to go


I feel like a lil child


crying out for his dad


when his dad was going out for work


he knew that his dad will come back


but he just couldn't bear with the thought


that he weill be left out for sometime


because to him


that sometime feels like


years.




And you're going for years.


Wednesday, March 11, 2009

This Is So ME!!!!

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Friends...








Once, my bestfriend whom I missed him damn much said,




"Friends are like maids, USE them well,"




Yeah, that's Maliq. He is like the most sarcastic and witty among US all.




And when I said "US" means yeah, the 10 members of G-Unit.




G-Unit is like, the most functional clique I ever get myself into.




We were like so close to each other till some point that we even decide for one another!!!




Isn't that just so cool?




And my friends in G-Unit they are like so incredibly intelligent and just so....




FANTASTIC!








Welcome

welcome to the greatest show
greatest show on earth u' ve never seen before
here the fairy tale unfold
what's behind the smoke and glass?
painted faces everybody wears a mask
are u selling them your soul?
well u'll be left out in the cold
is it all blue skies?
fun and game until u fall
then u're left without anyone at all
u're riding on a shooting star
with a smile upon your face
but soon the shine fades
and u're left out all alone
wondering where did they all go?
been jaded, hated
who'll be around when the limelights faded?
been shut down
pushed out
made to smile when i wanted to frown
always taking a bow
always working the crowd
always making new ground
always playing the clown
who'll be sticking it out?
who'll be staying around?
when the lights go down
isn't the words are just dramatic?

Monday, March 2, 2009

Hola!!!!!


Hye guys and gals!!!


Well, this is it!!!!


My first personal blog after all!!!!!


This time it's about ME, MYSELF and I!!!!!


And of course,


All that I'm living for!!!!!!